Lots of local moms replied to my post yesterday and a bunch of us are meeting up tomorrow. :D
hopefully at least one of them will like me.
I will keep you updated, of course. lol
stealing my own post
I just posted this to a local mom board but I've decided I'm going to blog it also.
I need... something
I don't know what. More friends maybe? I have acquaintances but most don't seem to move past the being friendly when we are around each other... we don't talk on the phone or do anything together.
I moved to LA from FL 2 years ago and I left my bff of 17 years behind and I'm still sad over it.
I homeschool so I have my kids a lot and dh is applying for an offhore job so you know how that goes. lol I'm 32 and I have a 12yo son so playgroups and mom things have often been weird because I was a younger mom with an older child.
I'm not even sure what I want really because I don't have $ to really go out with friends even if I had them. I think I just needed to vent and feel sorry for my lonely self for a minute. I guess it's just one of those days.
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The older I get the more I'm feeling this sense of being... lost. I think part of it is that the kids are getting older and in turn require so much less of me. They are easier to care for in many ways and leaves my resources less taxed and I'm wanting something to fill that void. My little biz is fairly successful considering it's size but I need more interpersonal connections. I just need more of something.
I need... something
I don't know what. More friends maybe? I have acquaintances but most don't seem to move past the being friendly when we are around each other... we don't talk on the phone or do anything together.
I moved to LA from FL 2 years ago and I left my bff of 17 years behind and I'm still sad over it.
I homeschool so I have my kids a lot and dh is applying for an offhore job so you know how that goes. lol I'm 32 and I have a 12yo son so playgroups and mom things have often been weird because I was a younger mom with an older child.
I'm not even sure what I want really because I don't have $ to really go out with friends even if I had them. I think I just needed to vent and feel sorry for my lonely self for a minute. I guess it's just one of those days.
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The older I get the more I'm feeling this sense of being... lost. I think part of it is that the kids are getting older and in turn require so much less of me. They are easier to care for in many ways and leaves my resources less taxed and I'm wanting something to fill that void. My little biz is fairly successful considering it's size but I need more interpersonal connections. I just need more of something.
motivation, I haz none
srsly, where is it hiding.
I have orders I need to work on, I have things I need to do. I'm all in school stuff mode and I'm letting other stuff slip and that's not so good.
Sigh, maybe I'll do better tomorrow
I have orders I need to work on, I have things I need to do. I'm all in school stuff mode and I'm letting other stuff slip and that's not so good.
Sigh, maybe I'll do better tomorrow
day 4
Part of my HS order from amazon has been shipped and as I was looking over the email I see that I somehow put two of the same study guides in the cart... mother humper. So I wasted $20. GAH, I am an idiot. And sending it back looks like a pita and they are going to charge me for shipping regardless. I think I will just take it to the Home School Cottage and see if Kelda wants to consign it.
I'm going to take our text books and stuff from this past year in on Friday. Time to clean and organize for the new year. We will start back to school as soon as everything arrives and I have a few days to flip through it and decide how best to proceed. I'm looking fwd to it. I have a 7th and a 3rd grader this year!
My bff here in LA has decided to HS her 3 (she has another on the way) and we are going to do art and spanish together, the kids are looking fwd to that part.
I know this was boring to all non HSers but sorry... lol Love ya anyway.
I'm going to take our text books and stuff from this past year in on Friday. Time to clean and organize for the new year. We will start back to school as soon as everything arrives and I have a few days to flip through it and decide how best to proceed. I'm looking fwd to it. I have a 7th and a 3rd grader this year!
My bff here in LA has decided to HS her 3 (she has another on the way) and we are going to do art and spanish together, the kids are looking fwd to that part.
I know this was boring to all non HSers but sorry... lol Love ya anyway.
easy come, easy go
Well we got our prebate cashola on Friday and it is gone. Sigh lol
It went to all of the stuff it was earmarked for... a bit of debt and buying the school stuff for this year.
Nicole is bragging that she had blogged early and has tomorrows blog all ready to go in her fancy flock bloggy whatever. :razz
I can't think far enough ahead to blog today and write extra blogs. You are lucky you are getting this much. lol Oh, in case you were wondering, Cameron's rash is much better today.
It went to all of the stuff it was earmarked for... a bit of debt and buying the school stuff for this year.
Nicole is bragging that she had blogged early and has tomorrows blog all ready to go in her fancy flock bloggy whatever. :razz
I can't think far enough ahead to blog today and write extra blogs. You are lucky you are getting this much. lol Oh, in case you were wondering, Cameron's rash is much better today.
day 2, not feeling inspired
Cam woke up covered in splotches. Reaction to amoxycillian or from the mouth virus is most likely. Hes on benadryl and feels fine.
Got our prebate $ today - woot. Going to buy all of the school stuff we need. bough some today, only have a few more things to get.
Tomorrow is the running of the ducks, hopefully it doesn't rain on us.
Got our prebate $ today - woot. Going to buy all of the school stuff we need. bough some today, only have a few more things to get.
Tomorrow is the running of the ducks, hopefully it doesn't rain on us.
it's may first
woot day one... thirty more to go. Scintillating topics right out of the gates, yes?
I said I would blog for 31 days NOT that they would be anything you give a flying crappola to actually read. ;)
I'm toying with chopping my hair off again, not bald obviously but shorter. And possibly doing some unnatural coloring of the remaining shafts. hee hee I said shafts...
Anyway, it's all up in the (h)air but I'm sure before May is over I will have bored you to tears over it and possibly even decided something. yay
I said I would blog for 31 days NOT that they would be anything you give a flying crappola to actually read. ;)
I'm toying with chopping my hair off again, not bald obviously but shorter. And possibly doing some unnatural coloring of the remaining shafts. hee hee I said shafts...
Anyway, it's all up in the (h)air but I'm sure before May is over I will have bored you to tears over it and possibly even decided something. yay
